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Mended :: The Root of Brokenness {Week 4}

by Jacque Watkins

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I grow up on a farm … a farm with lots of weeds. I wish I could say I don’t have much experience with them, but that would be a lie. The truth is, I spend many afternoons in that central-San-Joaquin-valley sun pulling countless weeds, and I never, ever enjoy it. In fact, it seems my garden-grooming efforts are always in vain, as those weeds return again and again.

I hear my dad offer advice and I listen in closely. Because I’m looking for all the advice I can get to decrease the need for this awful chore.

“Go slow, and make sure you get every root,” he says.

So I go slow.

My fingers grip the stalk of each weed, and over time, my skin stains green. Dirt moves in under my nails. My knees wear the imprint of the soil, and it isn’t long before my legs and back feel the strain.

I continue on, patient and slow, wriggling each stalk a bit at a time. I rock those stalks back and forth in a rhythmic dance, wrestling to get each root up intact.

But as time passes I’m more careless. Hot and fatigued, I just want results … I want the task to be over. I want to see a clear patch of dirt, free of weeds, so I can be done. The harder it is and the longer it takes, the more I hurry. And with my rush, I leave many roots in the ground.

By the time I finish, the patch of dirt is free of weeds, or so it seems. But because I rush for results, weeds still live deep beneath the dirt. And it isn’t long before many are back, wielding their leaves above the surface of the ground … begging for more weed-pulling afternoons.

Until the root is removed, it will always resurface.

And until the root of our brokennes is dealt with, the pain will always return. ←Click to tweet

How many times do we rush through our healing … hurrying to clean up our act?

Quickly complying, masquerading as one who is free?

Forcing ourselves to play the part of one who’s already been mended?

All because we want results … a quick fix. No wrestling or wriggling, we want a less strenuous option.

But because of our rush, the root of our pain is still there, lying dormant. Perhaps it’s manageable, but the mending’s still a facade, often fooling our very own selves.

As we continue in our journey to be mended, it’s so important to do the work–to patiently pull the root of anything that impedes our permanent mending.

But to do that we must remove the root and deal with the whole of that weed once and for all, with the hope that the ground that’s left behind is able to be fertile and receptive, allowing God’s truth to grow and flourish there.

Today we’re continuing our study of Angie Smith’s book, Mended. And we’re meeting over at Denise’s blog to discuss chapters 9-12, and I just know her words will bless you.

Won’t you join us as we continue to be mended in community?

What is still beneath the surface of your heart that you need to root out?

What is your biggest challenge to being mended?

 

Here’s the schedule for the coming weeks…

March 21 – Chapters 13-16 :: Jacque

March 28 – Chapters 17-19 :: Tracie

April 4 – Chapters 20-22 :: Jacque

April 11 – Chapters 23-25 :: Denise

April 18 – Chapters 26-28 :: Tracie

April 25 – Chapters 29-31 :: Concluding Thoughts

To join us over at Denise’s, click here…

 

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Related posts:

Mended :: When All We Have to Do is Surrender {Week 8} Mended :: Beginning the Journey in Community {Week 1} Mended :: Chapters 1-4 {Week 2}
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Comments

  1. Kristen says

    March 14, 2013 at 9:47 pm

    “…we must remove the root and deal with the whole of that weed once and for all, with the hope that the ground that’s left behind is able to be fertile and receptive, allowing God’s truth to grow and flourish there.” ~Oh, that’s a gifted word for me today. Thank you, dearest. Love you!

  2. Jacque Watkins says

    March 15, 2013 at 12:23 pm

    You are so very welcome…and I’m so thankful for you. What an encouragement you are 🙂

  3. Denise J. Hughes says

    March 17, 2013 at 2:56 pm

    “Until the root is removed, it will always resurface.”

    Oh, this is so true! You’ve spoken beautiful words of truth here, Jacque. Thank you.

  4. Jacque Watkins says

    March 17, 2013 at 10:38 pm

    Thank you friend…your encouragement means so very much to me. Really.

  5. Jen Lawrence says

    March 19, 2013 at 8:56 am

    A beautiful post. “…the ground that’s left behind is able to be fertile and receptive, allowing God’s truth to grow and flourish there.” Amen to that!

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